Running On Empty | heartprotection's Blog

Due to my having Relapsing-Remitting Multiple Sclerosis I tend to shy away from dating, lately though, I have been considering it. I am not just alone but I feel lonely and even my cat seems to be tired of my trying to cuddle up to him so often, poor little guy. It has been over 14 months since what I thought was the love of my life tore my heart out of my chest. I was having a difference of opinion with a girlfriend of mine though a few moments ago on the telephone. She was telling me that I should go to a speed-dating event on this coming Wednesday and I told her that with my MS I would not feel comfortable basically allowing a deception to take place. She told me that I could wait a few months before telling a man but how could I? I would not want this to happen if I were in the man's shoes. I do not know what I am going to do....I do not know if I will be able to locate the funds for the entry fee anyway so perhaps I should stay home with my loving and honourable cat (he never takes advantage of my love for him!)